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Glenda电话录音中的节录
MJ:对忠诚的态度
G: Did anything happen with you and her?
M: Melissa? Heck no………we just talked and she thought it…something more than just friends.. I told you ….. I would never betray S like that… It’s ….worth it to me…… I am completely….. honest with her and she knows that I have phone friends sometime but…all there is to it…….just friends.
G:你跟她之间发生了什么吗?
M:Melissa?没有,我们只是聊天然后她想要发生一些超越朋友关系的事。我告诉你,这种事上我永远不会背叛S,这对我来说是值得的,我完完全全忠实于她,她知道我有电话朋友某些时候,不过所有这些,都不会超出朋友的范围
MJ对S姑娘的爱
M:I was sad. I don’t like to see….especially the one I love crying.
M:我很难过,我不喜欢看到,尤其是我爱的人哭泣
M:I know she said it was tears from happiness…. I saw her pain. I told you yesterday.. I would rather let her spread her wingѕ, become who she is suppose to be….. hold her back….. sorrow.
M:我明白她说的,这些泪水都是在幸福中流出的,我能看见她的伤。我昨天告诉你,我会让她展开她的双翼,去成为她想要成为的人,我会在背后支持她,安抚她的悲伤
M:(inaudible) because I have a bond with her ……… That is rare for me! . I (inaudible) normally let my guard down even if (inaudible) am close to you. (inaudible) don’t have to look over my shoulders (muffled) the time….she (inaudible) (inaudible) secure with who she is…she says “I just want to be with you ,no matter (inaudible)” She (inaudible) encourages me to get over all my insecurities… Its like this (muffled) …….that little bit of an opening I have (inside?) to let anyone in…..(inaudible) she snuck in here ………. …………(muffled) I end up doing senseless thingѕ because of it.
M:因为我跟她有一种默契,这对我来说是很稀有的。在我与你这样亲近的情况下我仍然无法卸下我的防备。我不需要时时感觉孤独了,她用她真实的自己拯救了我,她说“我只要跟你在一起,什么也不在乎”,她鼓励我放下所有的不安全感,这就好像我的心门开了一道隙缝,她悄悄地进来了,因为这个我不再空虚无聊
跟S姑娘(注:S是MJ在电话里对那个姑娘的称呼,是个代号)在一起时也时常处于矛盾之中,我认为是S有婚约的事实让他放弃了耶和华信念,想要占有自己心爱的人
所以当S以义无反顾的爱情以及处子之身奉献给他的时候,他表明心迹:完全忠诚于她
他跟S的情欲是建立在互相相爱,确定对方的基础上,绝不是随随便便的一段关系
在Glenda录音中对ѕ部分的描述,更是可以看到MJ是个纯情,细心,体贴,宽容,浪漫的情人,时时刻刻为对方着想,又充满理想主义色彩,以纯爱回报对方
加上他之前是耶和华信徒,以及跟塔图姆,波姬小丝的柏拉图关系,我不相信他早期有哪些不三不四的男女关系(不过第二次离婚后有没有情人另当别论)
所以我认为,他的“花花公子”形象,是“多情却不滥情”
这个S是谁啊???超级好奇!!让我们一起来讨论讨论,大家有木有合适人选?
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