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Glenda: Because I didn't know what I had done.
Michael: [She was just (inaudible)]
Glenda: Angry at me.
Michael: Oh.
Glenda: Because I didn't know what I had done and I was just [staring at] her, I was (inaudible), without emotion because she was getting angry... and getting my face, and I was thinking, "I am not going to let you know how much you are hurting me right now." So, "I'm not going to show you an emotion, I'm not going to show you what you're doing to me, [I'm not gonna cry]." And so after she would leave, and then I would go (inaudible), and then I would have a reaction. (Inaudible) analyze why I don't react. And I think that's the reason, because I learned a long time ago- Don't. Show. Reaction.
Michael: Don't show emotions and don't show feelings.
Glenda: Right. Don't let that person see your reaction. Don't let that person see your emotions, see what they're doing to you, analyzing (inaudible). (sound in the background) (laughs)
Michael: (After a silence) Hello?
Glenda: [Oh, I was thinking], oh, 'cause I was thinking of (inaudible- Rob/Bob/etc?). Remember when, um, (inaudible, something about "cry")?
Michael: Mmm.
Glenda: I think it was you [crying], [it sounded like you] were crying on the phone, um, 'cause you didn't want me to read that book that Taraborelli had written.
Michael: Yeah.
Glenda: (inaudible) you didn't want me to read it. (inaudible) called up and you were all upset because (inaudible) read it.
Michael: Right.
Glenda: So you were just waiting to get to know me better before you [let] me read that book?
Michael: (Silence) I didn't think you would understand me and I (inaudible).
Glenda: Really?
Michael: And...then I got to know you better. (Inaudible).
Glenda: (Inaudible).
Michael: [That's what it was] like. We just go to know each other. You know. And, uh, I didn't want you to listen to [that]. And [I thought that] (inaudible) was real close (inaudible), that close. And I didn't wanna lose that. I didn't want you to misunderstand [the book]. (Inaudible seconds) it's okay.
Glenda: And that's why you (inaudible) read the book?
Michael: Yeah. (Inaudible) A lot of things have happened [to me]. [Well, see], I mean, you don't understand, you can't empathize because you haven't been there.
Glenda: [Yeah], that's true.
Michael: Like, like, I mean, we could go over this for days and it's not even done.
Glenda: I just wanted you to know that, um... I sense(d) your loneliness [and sensitivity] and the fact that [he], like, didn't want anything (inaudible), [just wasn't possible].
Michael: (Inaudible) accepted me (inaudible- a brief jump in the audio made this hard to discern). When I was a child I wasn't allowed to (inaudible).
Glenda: Why weren't you?
Michael: Well, you read that (inaudible), in Taraborelli's book. We, we couldn't have [a] social life with other children.
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Michael: Tell me, which (inaudible) sounds like a (inaudible), [Remember the Time] (inaudible). Which one you like [the best]?
Glenda: (Inaudible) [the other night].
Michael: Which one?
Glenda: Huh?
Michael: Which one?
Glenda: Which one?
Michael: Yeah.
Glenda: I like Remember the Time (inaudible).
Michael: You like Remember the Time [with] (may have been Eddie Murphy). (Laughs)
Glenda: Yeah. Which one do you like?
Michael: I like Remember the Time. I like Jam- it was real fun doing it with Michael. [But] I like Remember the Time. [Ah, but] I had the most fun doing Jam, out of all of my other ones.
Glenda: You look like you were having fun!
Michael: Yeah, I had fun with Naomi, but... [I, I hate doing that] (laughs)
Glenda: (laughs) What?
Michael: She's a sweetheart, she's a (inaudible). But I had the most fun when we were in Chicago and, um, doing Jam. I had fun... [doing Jam].
Glenda: Yeah, haha.
Michael: (chuckles)
Glenda: I like the way, at the end when you get down on the floor, you're trying to move his feet.
Michael: (Laughs)
Glenda: (giggles)
Michael: Oh, god, you didn't see the making of that.
Glenda: Uh uh.
Michael: It was so funny because I was on the floor, right?
Glenda: Uh-huh.
Michael: And he put [the basketball?] my head and he held me down on the floor.
Glenda: No!
Michael and Glenda: (both laughing)
Michael: He's so big! Compared to me.
Glenda: 'Cause you're so small.
Michael: What?
Glenda: 'Cause you're so small.
Michael: I know! And it was so funny because I was down on the floor in the video, the actual video, and, uh, I was trying to make him move his feet. God, he was, like, so stiff!
Glenda: (laughs)
Michael: He was (in a deeper voice), "Yeah, yeah. That's it, yeah."
Glenda: (laughs)
Michael: Hold on one second, please... 'Kay?
Glenda: Okay. What else did Heavy D sing?
Michael: Heavy D did um, (inaudible). (Inaudible) yeah, Heavy D did Overweight Lovers. (Inaudible)
Glenda: Oh, is he in the video?
Michael: Yeah.
Glenda: (Inaudible) is it?
Michael: Yeah, yeah.
Glenda: Oh, really??
Michael: (in a low voice) Heavy D the Overweight Lovaaa!
Glenda: Awww, I [don't/do/so] remember that!
Michael: Yeah. I like Heavy D.
Glenda: (some sort of whimper?)
Michael: And, uh, he worked with Teddy Riley. You know, Teddy Riley, that guy. [He, he goes], "First I cooled it like a fan. Got with Janet, then with guy, then with Michael 'cause it ain't too hard for me to jam."
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Michael: I take them off [my face], I wave to the girls in the balcony and say "This is for the girls in the balcony." (Inaudible) I take them off and then I put 'em back on. [That was hard.] I didn't wanna do it.
Glenda: (Inaudible) wearing sunglasses all the time?
Michael: I wore shades for years, you know. I wear shades because... Like, like (inaudible) said, and it's true, your eyes are [like a window to your soul]. I didn't want anyone to look into my soul. You know, I didn't want anybody to [see my soul]. (Inaudible) a lot of pain and (inaudible) very scared.
Glenda: (Inaudible- "don't look solemn".)
Michael: I really don't (inaudible)?
Glenda. No. You don't.
Michael: Take a look at those eyes.
Glenda: (Mumble- "hiding the world from your face".)
Michael: (Inaudible)
Glenda: What does that mean?
Michael: That was if like, if someone, if like.... (silence) If like you see someone's eyes, or you draw a painting on the draw. It's like... did you ever see me on the cover of Bad?
Glenda: Are you asking me if I saw the cover of Bad?
Michael: Yeah.
Glenda: Yeah!
Michael: I had light contacts on and that was all airbrushed. When you see me on Dangerous- that's all airbrush. That's an airbrushing.
Glenda: Your eyes?
Michael: Yeah. I do not look that perfect.
Glenda: (sort of chuckles) Okay... (laughs) (Inaudible comment).
Michael: It's airbrushing.
Glenda: Oh, okay. Is there a reason why you just shade your eyes (inaudible)?
Michael: Because they're supposed to be like a [vision] into my soul. (Inaudible) into my soul.
Glenda: What?
Michael: That was airbrushed.
Glenda: Okay.
Michael: I'll tell you honestly what Elizabeth and I talk about sometimes. She got so... effed up (inaudible) from being a child star. And I was so screwed up (inaudible). (Inaudible- "dead"?) eyes.
Glenda: (Inaudible) eyes?
Michael: (Inaudible) look like my eyes. Those have been airbrushed. I mean, when you see someone on the cover of a magazine, or Vogue, or Rolling Stone, (inaudible), it's airbrush you know? You wanna look perfect.
Glenda: (Inaudible- something about the cover of Vogue again.)
Michael: Oh, sure it does. Of course.
Glenda: (chuckle)
Michael: But it's like, if (inaudible- something about a "Jim or somebody like that"). They'll say, "You're gonna be on the cover of um, Rolling Stone, or something like that." You'll look perfect. No matter what you have wrong with you.
Glenda: Yeah.
Michael: That's how it is in the business. You gotta look perfect.
Glenda: Well you do look perfect in that one picture on the cover of Rolling Stone where you've got your hair up and you're looking down. That's a great picture. (Inaudible) you don't look at the camera.
Michael: Because I don't want to. (Inaudible) I say on the Dangerous album, you know, a lot of things that-
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