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发表于 2009-6-13 15:25:12
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You know, when I was going through that bad period with my skin and my
adolescent growth spurts, it was kids who never let me down. They were the
only ones who accepted the fact that I was no longer little Michael and that
I was really the same person inside, even if you didn't recognise me. I've
never forgotten that. Kids are great. If I were living for no other reason
than to help and please kids, that would be enough for me. They're amazing
people. Amazing. I am a person who is very much in control of his life. I
have a team of exceptional people working for me and they do an excellent
job of presenting me with the facts that keep me up-to-date on everything
that's going on at MJJ Productions so that I can know the options and make
the decisions. As far as my creativity is concerned, that's my domain and I
enjoy that aspect of my life as much or more than any other.
I think I have a goody-goody image in the press and I hate that, but it's
hard to fight because I don't normally talk about myself. I am a shy person.
It's true. I don't like giving interviews or appearing on talk shows. When
Doubleday approached me about doing this book, I was interested in being
able to talk about how I feel in a book that would be mine - my words and my
voice. I hope it will clear up some misconceptions.
Everybody has many facets to them and I'm no different. When I'm in public,
I often feel shy and reserved. Obviously, I feel differently away from the
glare of cameras and staring people. My friends, my close associates, know
there's another Michael that I find it difficult to present in the
outlandish "public" situations I often find myself in.
It's different when I'm onstage, however. When I perform, I lose myself. I'm
in total control of that stage. I don't think about anything. I know what I
want to do from the moment I step out there and I love every minute of it.
I'm actually relaxed onstage. Totally relaxed. It's nice. I feel relaxed in
the studio too. I know whether something feels right. If it doesn't, I know
how to fix it. Everything has to be in place and if it is you feel good, you
feel fulfilled. People used to underestimate my ability as a songwriter.
They didn't think of me as a songwriter, so when I started coming up with
songs, they'd look at me like: "Who really wrote that?" I don't know what
they must have thought - that I had someone back in the garage who was
writing them for me? But time cleared up those misconceptions. You always
have to prove yourself to people and so many of them don't want to believe.
I've heard tales of Walt Disney going from studio to studio when he first
started out, trying to sell his work unsuccessfully and being turned down.
When he was finally given a chance, everyone thought he was the greatest
thing that ever happened.
Sometimes when you're treated unfairly it makes you stronger and more
determined. Slavery was a terrible thing, but when black people in America
finally got out from under that crushing system, they were stronger . They
knew what it was to have your spirit crippled by people who are controlling
your life. They were never going to let that happen again. I admire that
kind of strength. People who have it take a stand and put their blood and
soul into what they believe.
People often ask me what I'm like. I hope this book will answer some of
those questions, but these things might help too. My favourite music is an
eclectic mix. For example, I love classical music. I'm crazy about Debussy.
Prelude to the Afternoon of a Faun and Clair de Lune . And Prokofiev. I
could listen to Peter and the Wolf over and over and over again. Copland is
one of my all-time favourite composers. You can recognise his distinctive
brass sounds right away. Billy the Kid is fabulous. I listen to a lot of
Tchaikovsky. The Nutcracker Suite is a favourite. I have a large collection
of show tunes also - Irving Berlin, Johnny Mercer, Lerner and Loewe, Harold
Arlen, Rodgers and Hammerstein, and the great Holland-Dozier-Holland. I
really admire those guys. I like Mexican food very much. I'm a vegetarian,
so fortunately fresh fruits and vegetables are a favourite of mine. |
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