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发表于 2009-8-10 16:18:31
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Oh yeah, he was very handsome to me. You wanna know something funny, I think it had a lot to do with the fact that he was the first grown man I saw without his shirt on, I was amazed
Anyway I totally agree with you and stan katz. Like I mentioned before it was hard for me at first to figure out if Michael was an adult or kid because all the other adults I knew didnt act like him. He was full of energy and couldnt sit still for very long. I am sure he had to have some form of ADHD!Anyway Michael saw the the world through the eyes of a child. His dealings with children were completely innocent 100%. I felt so bad for him because he was naive. As much as i hated the Ba**** interview Michael too made a couple of mistakes. I cringed when michael said he slept in the bed with kids before. Even though I personally knew that it was completely innocent, I also knew that the world would think it was criminal. At that moment I shouted at the tv "Michael you are such a kid when will you grow up!" Then I cried because I felt like i had betrayed him because I was growing up when I promised him I wouldnt. I grew up a much different way than Michael did. I was given the chance to be a kid. Michael was denied that right. Michael told us one day that when he was our ages he couldnt go out anywhere and play. He said that he enjoyed spending time with his brothers but he wanted more than just them all the time. His brothers had more freedom to go out than he did. There were times where he would say that he wanted to go to the park and play but he was told he couldnt even though his brothers did. His brothers and sisters grew up to be completely different than him because their lives were completely different than his. They grew up, I grew up, the kids that were there with me grew up Michael never did. I just wish people wouldve understood that. He told us some other things about his childhood but I just cant say...his childhood was miserable.
Going back to happier times. Michael had these like water cannons and we would also play with those. Moreso when we were also playing with the super soakers because we would have a war. Michael had these forts so it acually felt like war.One time I saw him on his hands and knees by some bushes; I asked him what was he doing and he said that he was trying to catch a lizard. I freaked out and ran away. Later on he came up to me and told me he caught it and asked if I would like to see it. First I said NO but then I said yes and he pulled it out of his pocket. He was such a boy!
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