【迈克尔杰克逊的私密录音节选版】犹太牧师出的书 MJ心灵告白

yadidi

感謝大伙辛苦的翻譯，看完要好好思考，MJ是怎樣成長和成就了這一生？

blackandy

天哪。被他自己说中了？
还是，Michael，你还在吗？
myf 发表于 2009-10-7 23:17

真的很希望他還在,自由自在的活著,做他自己想做的事,他給予這個世界己經太多了.

blackandy

他如果真的藏起来就好了……不过有时候想如果那天MJ没有失眠，好好地睡到第二天，亲们觉得他真的能顺利完成那五十场么？？
jessicayang 发表于 2009-10-7 23:29

就算他完成不了,那怕整場演唱會MJ拿把椅子坐在台上跟底下的歌迷聊聊天,放放音樂,不用他辛苦的在那又唱又跳的,我都會很高興,能見到他就很值得了.

maggie1210

太感谢这些翻译的人了，让我可以更深入的了解mj

lovelymj

中文翻译在第三楼

SB: Maybe you go to a different place, to a higher place, and your soul, being suddenly unrestricted, can actually move closer to the people.Think about it. God is there right now, Michael. We both believe that, even though you can't touch him or feel him. Are the souls of our loved ones very different?

MJ:I would love to come back as, as, as a child that never grows old, like Peter Pan. I wish, I wish I could believe that that's true, that I keep coming back. I hope that's true, I would like to believe that, Shmuely.

SB: In reincarnation? You keep on being reincarnated as a baby?

MJ:Yeah, even though our, my religion [the Jehova's Witnesses Chruch], talks against it, that there's no such thing as [reincarnation]....When you die, the soul dies and it's like this couch, the dead, you know? But there's the promise of resurrection and all that.

SB: But for the Hindus, they believe you come back.

MJ:I'd like to believe that, and I like what the Egyptians and the Africans do, how they bury [their dead]....I'd like to see, we would all like to see, what the other side looks like. Don't we?

SB: We wish we knew what lies after life, what heaven is like.
MJ:Yes, because there are so many concepts.
SB: Do you think there are children playing in heaven?
MJ:Oh, God, I pray that that is what it is like.
SB: Are there adults playing there, too?
MJ: I would think so and I would think htat they are very childlike. Like Adam and Eve, it is just a happy garden, a prefect peaceful place. I pray that it is like that.
SB: Are you afraid of death?
MJ:Yes.
SB: We all are.
MJ:I always said I want to be buried right where there are children. I want them next to me. I would feel safer that way. I want them next to me. I need their spirit protecting me. I always see that in my mind and I see myself and I hate to see it. I see myself and I see children lying there to protect me.

( rabi goes on babbling for a page here)
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CHILDHOOD, LONELINESS, CARTOONS AND BROTHERS

SB: Was there an age at which you realized, "Oh my gosh, I missed my childhood?"

MJ:Yes, I remember distinctly...It's like being on a ride you can't get off and you think, " Oh my God. What did I do?" and you are committed and you can't get off. It hit me before I was a teenager. I wanted so badly to play in the park across the street because the kids were playing baseball and football but I had to record. I could see the park, right across the street. But I had to go in the other building and work until late at night making the albums. I sat there looking at the kids with tears running down my face and I would say, "I am trapped and I have to do this for the rest of my life. I am under a contract." But I wanted to go over there so bad it was killing me, just to make a friend to say "Hi". I used to walk the streets looking for someone to talk to. I told you that.
SB: How old were you?
MJ:It was during the Thriller album.
SB: So you were the biggest star in the whole world and...
MJ:I was looking for people to talk to.I was so lonely I would cry in my room upstairs. I would think, "That's it. I am getting out of here", and I would walk down the street. I remember really saying to people, "Will you be my friend?"
SB: They were probably in shock.
MJ:|They were like, "Michael Jackson!" I would go, "Oh God! Are they going to to be my friend because of Michael Jackson? Or because of me?" I just wanted someone to talk to.

SB: Did you find it?
MJ:Yeah, well, I went to the park and there were kids playing on swings.
SB: So that's when you decided that children were the answer. They are the only ones who treat you as a person?
MJ:Yeah. That's true.
SB- babbling.
MJ:I suffered a lot in that way. I knew that something was wrong with me at that time.But I needed someone....That's probably why I had the mannequins. I would say because I felt I needed people, someone, I didn't have...I was too shy to be around real people. I didn't talk to them. It wasn't like old ladies talking to plants. But I always thought I wanted something to make me feel like I had company. I always thought, "Why do I have these?" They are like real babies, kids, and people, and it makes me feel like I am in a room with people.

(rabi's babbling)

SB: Why were you too shy to talk to real people? Was it because you had only ever learned to perform and you weren't given the opportunity to hang out?
MJ:That's it. There was no hang-out time.
SB: Do you still feel lonely?
MJ:Not nearly the way I used to.No.
SB: Clearly you have your kids, which makes a very big difference. But there is a part of us that isn't only a parent. There's a part of us that needs other forms of interaction.
MJ:What kind of interaction?
SB: Someone you can unburden yourself to emotionally in a way that Prince or Paris couldn't understand.
MJ:Mmmmm. Friends and certain people you can trust. Elizabeth, or whoever....Mac, Shirley Temple, people who have been there.
SB: So it is always people who have been there, all those childhood stars?
MJ:They [people who have not been childhood stars] say, "Yeah,I know what you mean" but they don't know what you mean. They are just trying to agree with you.
SB: Do you discuss with friends who were also child stars individual things that happened to them? Or you don't even need to say it: Do you sort of understand it?
MJ: You know, it's like telepathy. I wish you could have seen Shirley Temple and myself.
SB: Are you still in touch with her?
MJ:I am going to call her. I've gotta call her again. I kept thanking her and she was saying, "Why?" and I said:" Because of all you have ever done for me."
SB: Do you think you will ever dedicate a song to her?
MJ:I would love to.
SB: So Macaulay Culkin doesn't need to say to you, " I was on the set and this happened with my father" You don't even have to have conversations like that?
MJ:Oh yeah. There is is precious sweet little soul who is a baby, Macualay Culkin, who is wondering, " How did I get caught up in all of this? I never asked to be an actor." He always wanted out. You gotta watch that energy when he gets heavy on his father, man, it tears into him and that's what happens, you know. Oh, but I saw myself with him. [Michael screams] "Mac get in here!" the screaming...

( rabbi goes on forever with his question here so I won't type it all)
SBo you think that Mac and and you and others can be healthier because you understand what you are missing and you need to compensate?
MJ:You know, with certain people I understand and with certain ones I don't. With her ( Brooke ) she started out being a model, so it wasn't like being on the set all day, every day. She did modeling. She wasn't a movie star until she did, I think it was Pretty Baby, and she played a female prostitute at age of...I think it started around twelve for her. There was a lot of photography, so it wasn't like all day like what we did, all day, from early to night. I think it affects people differently, but it is all the same. A lot of people think that when someone is beautiful they are like an airhead. She is very smart.

scarecrow

后面还有吧~~都看完啦~~感谢大家的翻译哦，辛苦啦！只怪当时选错专业选择了韩语~~,看完后觉得迈真的是个有大爱的人，真的就是上帝和菩萨的化身来解救世人的~~~这种境界也只有迈才有！但是好人和恶人一起好人总会吃亏

lovelymj

中文翻译在第四楼

SB: What if someone were to say, "Michael.Look.So you disagree with the way your father raised you. He was a strict disciplinarian. He could be tough and even mean. But his methods worked." And even you, now, you can say that professional success is not what primarily matters, and I would agree with you. But you were the one in one of our first conversations, that said, "I owe my father a lot. He taught me how to move and how to dance." And being a star you repeatedly said, "You're wrong and he's right. He made you what you are today. So how dare you be so ungrateful?". Especially, Michael, since he grew up in such poverty and wanted to save you from his fate of working in the steel mills. He thought, "Better Michael practice and rehearse as a kid, rather than play on the monkey bars, because at least this will give him a good income later and he can live a life of dignity."
MJ:He did a brilliant job with training me for the stage as an artist, but [as a] father he was very, very strict. I hate to judge him, but I would have done things a lot different as a father. I never felt love from him. I remember being on an airplane and they use to have to carry me on the plane because I hated turbulence and I would be screaming ad kicking because we would take off in storms. I remember it very clearly. He would never hold me or touch me and the stewardesses would have to come hold my hand and caress me.
SB: Was he an angry man?
MJ:I think he was bitter. I don't know why. Man, he is not like that anymore, but he was though. The toughest person I have ever met.
SB:What if someone said to you, "Look Michael. You can't have it both ways. He was a great manager but not a warm and affectionate parent. He taught you how to move and he taught you discipline." Are you going to say that you would be prepared to give up being the biggest recording star in order to have had loving childhood? ( rabi goes on but I won't bother)
MJ:He could have done all the other things with me and had time to be a father sometime-play a game or catch a ball. I remember I told you the one time he put me on a pony. I don't think he even realized how that is marked in my brain forever.
SB: That was one of the moving stories about fatherhood that I have ever heard. That single gesture on the part of a father to a son could make such an indelible mark is astonishing and very moving.
MJ:I think about it today and I wish he had done a little more, just a little more. To this day I would have felt totally different about it.
SB: And maybe you wouldn't have been as eager to prove yourself. If you were shown a little love as a child, maybe you wouldn't need the world to love you and you wouldn't be the superstar. Would you be prepared to give it up in order to be more loved as a child?
MJ:NO. I WOULD NEVER GIVE IT UP.THAT'S MY JOB. I WAS GIVEN THIS FOR A REASON. I REALLY BELIEVE IT AND I FEEL IT...
SB: ...that God has chosen you, given you this special...
MJ:I really believe that. If you could see some of the faces around the world and people say, "Thank you, thank you for saving the life of me and my children. Can I touch you?" and then they start crying. It's like healing .We are given this for a reason...to help people.

BigBee

BigBee，你的翻译好有趣。comet Halley是哈雷彗星的意思吧？一生只能看到一次，所以很神秘。
shell88 发表于 2009-10-8 00:51

恩恩。这位同学，谢谢你哦。我昨天脑袋糊涂，竟然翻译成哈雷喜剧啦。。 嘎嘎，迈啊，我想你也没看过哈雷喜剧吧。。

lovelymj

自己顶~~~~~~~~~，bigbee同学早安~~~

BigBee

楼主早安。。。天气真冷，我严重地感冒了。恩。埋头继续翻译。

lovelymj

摸摸头,注意身体哦. 我睡觉啦,大家加油~~~

唯一永远的MJ

感谢LZ和参与翻译的TX，你们辛苦了，给你们捶捶背哈~~~

kawai10325

大力支持進行翻譯的同學們！
感謝你們！

kissmoremj

谢谢各位TX，辛苦了

minnie130

大伙辛苦了
另外。。也见识大了亲们无穷的幽默感
对SB的描述太到位了。笑死了~~