【迈克尔杰克逊的私密录音节选版】犹太牧师出的书 MJ心灵告白

lilimo

谢谢翻译。希望能把整本书都翻译过来，毕竟我们是不会买这本书的。

lovelymj

SB: The same principle of not being overexposed. Would you advise women in relationships to do the same thing? Would you say to people today who get bored of one another, “You know, 50% of marriages end in divorce and so much of it is that husbands and wives just get sick of one another.” They get weary and bored. Would you say that if there was more mystery, if they learned to hold back and leave room to discover one another, then there would be more adventure in their relationship?

MJ: Yeah, yeah. I think going away is good. Like they say, “Absence makes the heart grow fonder.” I totally believe in it. Going away is really important. I don’t understand how people can be together all day with each other and be totally fine. I think it is sweet and beautiful…

SB: Have you seen marriages like that?

MJ: I have seen couples, yes. I don’t know how they do it. Because creatively they have to do so many things.

SB: So the women you have dated, the ones who were smart enough not to throw themselves at you, were the ones that you were more interested in, the ones who weren't always available and you had to chase them a bit?

MJ: The ones who were classy and quiet and not into all the sex and craziness because I am not into that.

SB: They are the ones you are more interested in?

MJ: Aha. I don't understand a lot of things that go on in relationships and I don't know if I ever will. I think that has hurt me in relationships because I don't understand how people do some of the things they do.

SB: Mean things?

MJ: Mean things and vulgar things with their bodies. I don't understand it and it has hurt my relationships.

SB: So for you love is something very pure?

MJ: Very pure. It shocked me some of the things.

SB: What was it about Diana, that kind of a woman, her dignity, that kind of innocence? Do you see that often in people where they have a regal bearing to them?

MJ: No, we don’t see it and that’s what I love. I think she truly cared about people’s feelings and really tried to make the world a better place. I really believe that her heart was out for other people. You could se it in some of the photos where she is touching those little babies’ faces and they are sitting on her lap and she would be holding them. That is not faked. You could see it. When you see the queen come out and she has got these gloves on and she is waving from a distance, you can see the heart. You can see. You put your money where your mouth is and you go in those huts and go in those ditches and sit with them and sleep there. That’s doing it, that’s what I do. Remember when you said you saw my picture in China in some hut, some lady’s hut. I go in there and I touch the people and I see them.

SB: When you are in a meeting, are you able to see who is the hard-nosed business man, bottom line is everything, he’ll manipulate, lie, whatever it takes, and the ones who are pure, more innocent, who you want to do business with? Can you see immediately? Or, on the contrary, do you see with a child’s eyes and see goodness in everybody, which is why you have sometimes ended up with people who aren’t the nicest people?

MJ: That’s true too. It works both ways, but you can detect it and feel it in another person. There is this man on LA and he works in a vinyl record shop and he has got to be in his fifties and he has the spirit of an 11-year-old boy. I always stare at him and he stares at me and it is like this telepathy going on. He talks like a kid and the way he moves his eyes. I say to myself, “This is so interesting.” I’d like to get to know him better and find out what it is. I mean it. It’s amazing. I feel it. I feel it in children right away, of course. I pick up on it like that and children can tell it in you.

SB: It’s almost like a relief. Here is someone who understands me?

MJ: Yeah, Their eyes light up when you come over and they want to play and they feel it.

SB: Michael, have you never met a woman like that who loves those same things, who’d play hide and seek with you, who’d love the water fights with you?

MJ: Not yet. The ones I have had are jealous of the children. All of them. They get jealous of their own kids and start competing with them. That rubs me in a bad way.

SB: Theoretically, if you were Adam in the Garden of Eden and you found an Eve like that, would that be your ideal woman?

MJ: Absolutely. I haven’t found it…I think guys are more apt to goof off. Even when they are much older, in their thirties, and a woman will come in and say “What are you doing? Don’t do that. Are you crazy?” The guy will go, “What, we are just having fun?”

SB: Women almost feel that it is immature if they behave that way, no?

MJ: Yes but if you look in history you never see real serial killer women.

SB: Yes, but they don’t play the way boys do.

MJ: I know they don’t.

SB: (blah, blah, blah) Have you ever found girls who like the practical jokes that you like? Have you ever found a woman who collects comics?

MJ: It is a rarity. If I find one I will go nuts. Especially, if she has those qualities and is beautiful inside. It would be a home run for me. That’s why guys hand out. Because they can do that.

SB: …Mothers are really good at doing homework with their kids and being more nurturing. But the rough playing is what the fathers do. They get on the floor and get dirty, wrestle, build castles with them in a sandpit. (blah blah)…it is the girls in school that are always ridiculing the boys for being immature. “Look at those boys. Look at the way they are behaving.” Maybe the women need to be taught the art of playfulness as much as the men.

MJ: Do you not think it’s embedded in them biologically? Biologically, as a breed, don’t you think women are just a different species?

SB: (blah blah blah -1/2 page of talking), brings up Bill Clinton as an example of being playful

MJ: Riding his bike at the White House. Did you see it? He was riding his bike at the White House to get him to the next meeting. A great shot of him in Vanity Fair. Can you think of Hillary doing that? Nope, not in a million years. I can think of little girls who would join in with play. Girls who are tomboys.

SB: Okay, when they are tomboys. But when they get older, do they still play to the same extent?

MJ: Do you think it is in their heart that they can just be themselves and be dignified?

SB: What women seem to look forward to more than anything else is falling in love. They don’t look forward to the playfulness in the same way. But once they’re in love a carefree playful side is released.

MJ: I have to play.

SB: Is there a difference in how your male and female fans relate to you?

MJ: Sometimes. But I am finding today, and it is so true, that guys are really changing. Guys scream with the same kind of adulation that girls do in a lot of countries. They are not ashamed. They are shaking, “I love you.” We have guys chasing us around.

SB: But the fanatics are women.

MJ: Yeah, they are loyal, women. They have been loyal. They are activists. They will fight you about me.

zhangxyjoy

俺大概算不上英文高手，可是愿意翻译，楼主可以给俺指派一段或N段。

dream1958

感谢LOVELYMJ一直以来有条不紊的翻译魔力与疯狂，现在又给我们带来新面包让我们看到活生生的MJ，好像他不曾离开。每天通过LZ的东西沉浸在对M一步又一步靠近，越来越真实的感受到他。也对后面翻译的TZ先致谢。

lovelymj

SB: Do you find it easier to be closer to motherly figures in your life like Elizabeth Taylor, your own mother, who you always praise, and your sister Janet? Do you find that women are more child-like than men? Are they gentler, are they less competitive, less mean? You have been around some mean women, as well, who behave in a masculine-aggressive way, like Madonna. You told me that she can be mean. Is that a feminine trait or do you feel that she has a real masculine streak in her? Do you find it easier to be closer to women?

MJ: In some ways, yes, and some ways, not. It depends on the age. I have seen some women who are very bitter and mean and they become ladies later. They come into their own and they become good people, I have seen it in my brothers’ ex-wives who were horrible. They were like nightmares when they were young. With time and age they become good people. But they were horrible, just horrible. Then with time they just level out, that’s what I like when they become truly good.

SB: But, intuitively, do you find women easier to get along with? Are they softer than men? (talks about his own view of women)

MJ: I am trying to be real honest with you.

SB: But many of your closest friends seem to be women.

MJ: Yeah women are softer than men. Yeah, that’s true.

SB: Do you think a child star as cute as Shirley Temple, do you think a boy star could be that cute?

MJ: Yeah, but he wouldn’t have the same…Shirley Temple just had something that was meant to give us bliss and make us smile.

SB: Are you more protective of Paris because she is a little girl?

MJ: Paris can stand on her own sometimes much more. Prince won’t stand up for himself. People can push him about and he won’t stand up. She won’t take anything from anybody. She fights. She’s very, very tough. It’s true, man. Prince will let people take complete advantage of him and won’t say anything.

SB: He is more like his father, like you.

MJ: I was like that. My mother always told me, “Don’t let people hurt you. You are too much like me. “ She would cry, “You are too much like me. I don’t want you to be like me. I hurt so much.” Because people take advantage.

SB: But you never toughened up. It seems that you would rather be taken advantage of than do the taking advantage of. It hurts to be taken advantage of. But it doesn’t hurt as much as being a mean and aggressive person. Mean-spiritedness is a form of internal corruption and it makes it impossible to be happy. Notice that evil people never seem happy. They are miserable and they seek to make other people just as miserable as they are.

MJ: Yeah, I’d rather suffer. I hate to say it because I have suffered a lot. God, have I suffered. But I would rather suffer.

SB: You have seen the ugly side of people.

MJ: I have seen the worst…the nightmare of the human condition, the human soul. I would never even think that common man would be capable of behaving in such a way.

(rabbi comments about MJ’s tirade against Tommy Mottola a few months later)

SB: Children never did that to you, Michael. You never saw the ugly side of them? Unless they were influenced by their parents.

MJ: Unless you see a bunch of kids together and they are picking on each other and just to impress each other that they had a bad upbringing. If I were to raise the kids to do some of the things that you hear about in the news, they would be totally different kids. They wouldn’t conceive of doing such a thing. I f I was raised in Jamaica I would have a different accent. If I was an English kid I wouldn’t…it is all about environment. But genetics plays a big deal and teaching and holding and touching and looking in your eyes and saying, “I love you, I need you, you’re here because I love you. I bought you this because I love you.” Like I say to Prince and Paris, “You know why I bought you this?” They say, “Because you love me.” I say, “That’s why I bought it.” They need to know that. I wish I could have heard that more. My mother is great. She is a saint. She is a real saint.

duoduo-la

谢谢楼主！谢谢！

gummykitty

关于宗教的部分我在别处已读过，可以帮忙翻译。

我爱戆戆

工程浩大！LZMM辛苦了！

lovejackson926

辛苦了啊1!!!!又是一辛苦的楼

lovejackson926

我尽量每天回来多顶贴的！！因为实在是很辛苦啊~~！

lanju7811

LZ辛苦了！！！

Aojng

来来来...给咱也来段吧..虽然翻译的肯定没你们这些高手强..不过估计也勉强能看懂...

maryruan

谢谢LZ分享
标记一个，有机会的话，希望能翻译

桡王

好长的英文啊~辛苦你们了 我会跟着的

3838438

好~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~多~~英文啊...